Monday, February 29, 2016

Rebinding

During one of our breaks during my Journaling class, we went down the hall and walked through an exhibit called "Al~Mutanabbi Street Starts Here.”  This is an exhibition of artists' books, broadsides, prints and poetry created in honor of Baghdad's beloved district of booksellers, publishers and literary cafes, which was devastated by a car bombing in 2007. We were told to jot down what struck us, to use as writing prompts later.  Here is what I wrote when we returned to our classroom.

I like the image of rebinding.  The image of all those books and lives destroyed in one violent moment is stuck in my mind.  What can be salvaged?  What is worth the effort?  “Whatever has come apart can be reassembled, healed.”  Is that true of everything?  It is a statement of hope.  Without it we only have despair.  What’s involved in rebinding?  Does a life torn apart come back together?  It seems that the “book” of a life torn apart might come back together with pages reassembled in a different order.  Perhaps tape or glue will be needed.  Maybe new pages will appear.  I see a new cover, maybe with flowers and lots of color.  It becomes a new book, ready to open.

Written on 2/18/2016




Mysteries of Life

(This past month I took a journaling class.  While most journaling is private, I am sharing one piece here.)

On the Threshold of a Dream. . . Ah. . . The Moody Blues.  I’m sitting on the couch sipping Good Earth tea and listening to an old record album.  “We decide which is right and which is an illusion.”  This delights me as much as it did when I was in my early twenties—40 years ago!  Music can take you back in time.  This does not so much bring back memories of life in the dorms but feelings—feelings of exploration and wondering about the mysteries of life.  I’m still doing that. . . but it’s different.  I was at the beginning of my adult life, tasting freedom for the first time.  Now I’m a mature woman.  What’s changed?  Did I believe that I would have a lot of the mysteries of life figured out by now?  I don’t remember.  I know at this point that they will remain mysteries.  And that’s okay.  That doesn’t stop me from asking questions and speculating about what the answers might be.


Written on 2/5/2016